Is it suppose to feel like this?
When you like some one is it suppose to feel like this? Am I suppose to hate him one minute and then be content with my feelings the next? Am I suppose to be afraid of what the future has to hold? Should I be this confused? Days pass slowly, but nights even slower. Memories are all I have at the moment; replayed over and over in my mind...in my heart....I want to meet again, but I fear the answer I seek. I wish the cold could numb my soul.
Do I dare to love, or do I retreat within myself and allow the ice to thicken? I am more afraid now than I have ever been.